time after time ..
Enraged on >> 15 April 2005 || 9:50 pm

woah. it's amazing how it feels when i look back at the past. all the emotions and feeling u get and then seeing how much ur opinions have changed or how they have stayed the same. it made me realise how much i missed some people and how others left my life as soon as they entered. life isnt fair and it never will be.
anyways .. i found this thingo on my blog on 8th may 2oo4 .. and thought i'll redo it too see the difference xP ... it's quite long.

you [Spell your first name backwards] ecarg
[the story behind your msn name] - gracee [s4L] *FCK I MISS YOO; gracee: my name?! DUH; s4L: something between me and wendy; *FCK I MISS YOO: i was reading my past entries and reminded me of someone early may last yr =/
[how old are you?] sweet 16 ^^
[where do you live?] rosehill
[4 words that sum you up] stressed, emotional, moody, procrasinator; describe your.. [wallet] the one that jess got me from the mainland x]]
[hair colour] jet black (fake black) ?!
[jewellery worn daily] my huge cross pendant, 3 studs on each ear
[pillow cover] this teddy bear one ><
[coffee cup] a twetty one .. i'm such a liddle girl
[shoes] wud be my white rmk round toes ^^ .. they jst everything
[favorite shirt] wud be my golf punk one .. wif I LOVE COUCHES on it
[favorite pants] how about a skirt?!
[CD/MD in stereo right now] some trance mix.
[piercings] 3 on each ear
[what you are wearing now] pyjamaz
[hair] down and messy ><
[makeup] negative
[in my mouth] zappo ^^ yummo
[in my head] jumpers and work xP
[wishing] to not fail 3 sciences
[after this] start chatting on net x]]
[talking to] james.c, stanwe, william, keafun, wendy, hoaian, rosie, edwin, julia
[eating] zappo
[something you're looking forward to in the upcoming months] assessments
[the last thing you ate?] still eating zappo
[something that you are deadly afraid of?] failing assessments and the consequences
[do you like candles?] the scented one r faB .. but dunt like =/
[do you believe in love] no
[do you believe in love at first sight] nope
[do you believe in forgiveness] definitely ^^
[something you wish you could understand better] snell's law
[my father thinks i am] irresponsible, forgetful, i do not fink b4 i speak =.="
[what are 3 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to] neveR!
[my mother thinks i am] forgetful and stoopid
[my siblings think i am] under her controL o.O
[my grandmother thinks i am] spoilt
[your three best qualities] i'm an intentive listener, i dunt hold a grudge for long, I'M JUST NICE xP .. nerrhhHH*
[three worst qualities] blind, clumsy, stubborn
[you get embarrassed when] i say sumthing corny in front of a guy i fink is ^^
[what makes you happy] knowing there's always some1 there for me
[upsets you] when people lie to me
[Do you cook] goon jai mein very efficiently
[you have a secret you have not shared with anyone] absolutely
[you fold your underwear ] no.. who has the time?
[you set your watch a few minutes ahead] nononO .. it's the same time as the clock at work .. i'm too blind to see that clock so i use my watch to keep an eye on ppls breaks xP
[Last movie you watched ] hitch
[song you listened to ] some trance mix.
[person you were thinking of ] my obsession ^^
[u wish you could live somewhere else] heck no.. my parents are great providers
[suicide] hmm no .. life is precious
[others find you attractive] no comment
[you want more piercing] i want two more on the top of my left ear .. but every1 goes i'll have cheese ears =/
[you want more tattoos] jst maybe one on my low shoulder blade kinda place on my back
[you drink] water and soya milk
[you like roller coaster] hmm yes but havent been on one for yonkkz
[you write in cursive or print] print
[ever cried over a girl/boy] yes
[lied to someone] i wud be lying if i sed no
[ever been in a fist fight] no.. imma good girl
[shampoo do you use]pantene pro v
NUMBER [of times you have been in love] no comment ... soOkz*
[of times you have had your heart broken] once?
[of hearts you have broken] dunno?
[of times you're been out with a guy/girl] wdf?
[of people you consider your enemies] my foes? .. no idea. i prefer the term acquaintances
[of times your name has appeared in the newspaper] never?
[makes you laugh the most] silly things
[makes you smile] everyone that i cherish

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