life goes on.
Enraged on >> wed. 1st June `o5 || 10.29 pm

after months of being at fort street i've learnt three things:
. assessments can be done the night before it is due
. never take anything seriously
. don't rely on anyone
i have slacked off a lot this year.. whether this is suppose to be a relieve or harming to my future i wudnt noe. BUT i realised today why Natalie had chosen to go bak to olmc.
fort st teaches you to be independent, it's inevitable since the teachers really dont care, in a way it's important and valuable preparation for uni.
you have the people who want to do well and study those extra few hours and do assessments wks before it's due ... i'm not one of them, i need that extra pressure from the teachers, i need them to give punishments. i totally screwed up my english presentation. i improvised- i only have myself to blame for procrastinating all sunday. ok, enough nerdiness xP!!

ANYWAYS!

today;
i had a hectic morning. got to the station to realise i had a massive blob of white stuff on my pants =.= so i called my mum to bring my skirt to the station.. got changed at the ickkky toilets =/ then waved to tuyen who was on platform two as per usual.
got to stratty pretty damn early so i bought a smh- just couldnt wait til recess to do sudoku!!! decided to go up to the platform.. luckily lawrence was there ^^v since every other person had a free. torked about random things and started sudoku (it was only gentle ='/!!!)
it was a pretty shytti day at skewl. got maths class test bakk- absolute waste of time- fraser didnt even record results =.= (that's the last time i will study for math instead of eco)
went parra in the arvo. aim was to go library to research for phys! but ended up buying earrings XD bumped into quite a few macarthur gurlies. then bumped into thomas who attempted to scare me from behind =/! spoke to him for a bit then it got cold!! walked up to the station and saw another familiar face- anna ji spoke to her a bit about life and she's another SUDOKU fan =]] *big smile*

sometimes people never change. they still dont realise the amount of fat hanging off their arms, legs and just all over, yet they still decide to wear the FCKN shortest skirt ever and tight tight tight tight TIGHT clothing- ... mind you, compared to her, my skirt is like 10x the length. they still straighten their hair every morning and apply eyeliner so that their eyes turn into two black holes- what are you trying so hard to be?. it's revolting or ... maybe she just needs someone to tell her how foolish she looks 0=)!

i need a haircut!!

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