Assessments. Life. =/
Enraged on >> 03 August 2005 || 10:03 pm

WARNING: The following entry is continuous rambling as a result of cramming chem, bio and phys! Continue reading at your own risk!

Everyone seems to be extremely depressed lately? Whether or not the explannation is assessments, is another story.
I was thinking today, the paths which people decide to take. It reminds me of people i once knew and what they did, and now how it affected their life ... forever.
The other day, i bumped into Anna-m, remember the girl who dropped out in year8? It was so awkward talking to her, but i knew her life and what she will do in future will be limited. It never occured to me, how important education was to one, i mean, once just once i sacarficed my studies for one person. I made the wrong choice and am i making the same mistake again?- I hope not.
I reflected back upon the choices i made, why was i so foolish to have not tried harder in yr6, why had i changed myself- because i gave in to the peer pressure around me. Although, it is inevitable as we all say, in the end it's an excuse- we have the freedom of choice/speech.
All in all, i guess what i'm trying to say is, prioritize the things that are important to you because we only get one go at it, and then it's over.
But i'm not a genius so i will continue to procrasinate math.
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This week has been a total mess. I'm two exercises behind in math, i have no time to catch up since i've been spending my nights and early mornings reading oten for chem, bio and phys. It's so unfair how my chem class is always the first up for assessments, as depicted by results, we came bottom and for what reason? because when u know the questions being asked automatically your chances of getting a higher mark is about 30%. Not that i blame other people for telling/asking for questions/answers, i just blame the poor organisation of assessments. I mean take the biology practical tomorrow, it clashes with the math comp *clapclap for the science department =.=".

What a boring blog. Sorry really cannot be bothered, not being the happyhappy optimistic grace =/!

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