i need some time.
Enraged on >> 22 October 2005 || 3:00 pm

I thought what i did was for the best, but i was wrong. I'm sitting here today in tears, because i cant turn back and fix those things i had done wrong. Had i lied to myself the whole time? It's far too complicated for my brain, i jst want it to STOP! My head is aching because, i have this uncertainty of what may happen. i havent been in so much pain since i was 11years old.

I really dont want to loose everything i have now. I have gone so far for what reason? and to end it all just like that?! fck.

I have this gut feeling that on tuesday something bad will happen. I don't know what it is, but i know it would affect the rest of my life. I'm scared! It was that dream...

I'm really not in the mood, someone please explain everything to me!

leave behind ]][[ walk ahead