never again.
Enraged on >> 16 March 2006 || 7:58 pm

Why is it always that the one thing you really desire, is the one thing you can never have?
You know it will ruin your life, but yet you can't stop yourself from thinking about it.

You think about ...
The possiblities if it did happen.
The possibilities if it did last.

Will it flourish into something that could mean happiness for the rest of your life?

Is the risk worth taking?

Unfortunately, in my case, I'm too afraid of the risk. I admit, things could turn out good, but it can also turn out devasting ... especially this year. Until that I am for sure, that I'm not risking anything, it is to be on hold.

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