chain of thoughts
Enraged on >> 16 April 2006
|| 1:21 pm
This entry is just going to be a chain of thoughts.. so it'll be pretty random. But lets see if it works.
I think these holidays I need to satisfy my tummy...ShanghaineseVietnamese
Thai
Jap
Korean
... I'm getting there!!
OH ..
saturday; I paid a visit to my beloved Troy, to show him my sxc new shoes =D man I love that guy! Although, I'm not close with him, he can always make me smile. He has such killer blue eyes!!
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Things are getting complicated. When he doesn't sms me (... which he hasn't since thursday), I get pissed off. I think there's something wrong with me. I tell myself that I've know him since we were blossoming little idiots, and his just a really smart, oh-so caring friend, but really... I'm just kidding myself =/! Perhaps, I need to preoccupy myself with something else (hsc is important ... and why is umat so hard!!) or even someone else to care for =)! I'm so confused it's not funny. I thought that I had things sorted out, but I guess not, I'm jst sooo attracted to those remarkably brainy nerds (wait he's not nerdy, probably more ... settled- yeh thats the word!). But then again there's always ... or am I just taking advantage of his kindness?. The more I talk to him, the more I stop thinking about my troubles with the other one ... I think that's a good thing (right? right?), it better be. note2self: hsc is important! I think my energy gets drained really easily these days, tutor this morning, I swear I nearly fell asleep.
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Wow. I could just ramble on forever. I'll stop there. There you have it, a piece of my mind =)! I shall not try to do this again =P!!
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