in a new light.
Enraged on >> 04 May 2006 || 5:58 pm

[edit 9.30pm] Why am I willing to wait? [/edit]
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Results. Results. Half-yearly results. I'm sick of people asking about my marks, so here they are:

Eng (module A): 13/15
4u math: 69%
3u math: 100%
Physics: 85%
Biology: 95%

I'm so disappointed, upset and angry. I needed results higher than those I have achieved. In particular I'm furious about physics and biology, I should have done better, though I've placed queries for reviews in an attempt to gain an extra mark or two. I'm disappointed at english, I can't get any better than a 13 which isn't good enough for a band 6 overall in hsc *sighhhhhhhh. As for 4u math, I'm just upset, the test was way too hard for my little brain.there goes my dreams for medicine. fmd.
On the bright side, I am satisfied with 3u math =), I really needed it since I did so badly in the first assessment =/!!
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I spent last night reading my personal diary. The issues I found which used to bother me, seem so stupid. The things which happened seem to make "sense" now. The more I think back, the more I realised, the opportunities I was given.

I've made such stupid decisions before and now I'm not going to let ANYTHING ruin my HSC. I'm not going to let others hurt my so easily.

I was actually looking forward to school, until it actually started. I didn't know what I wanted in life, what future I want and most of all how I could achieve it. Everyday I sit in class, thinking about how badly I've performed in the subject, when instead I should have focused on improving it.

I'm determined now. I WILL try my best and I WILL be satisfied with whatever result it will give me.

xx
that's all folks. <3

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