there are no second chances- in life
Enraged on >> 12 May 2006 || 10:27 pm

For the past 3hours or so, I've been doing math, 4u integration to be precise. This time round, I'm upset and angry at english rather than the usual math. Math and english are two extremely important subjects, though extremely different; in math the answers are black and white, whereas in english, no matter how hard you try, there is no guarantee that you will get the marks you deserve.

Today, I couldn't stop crying about english, even my dad had to comfort me. I'm so disappointed and angry at myself, it's like I've blown my chances at medicine (yes, another set of results were distributed today). It makes me feel as though I'm wasting my parent's money to go tuition for umat.
... I don't want to do it anymore.
I want to aim lower.
I want a simple life.
I want to
Relieve this stress- somehow.

Bleh. All I do is whinge and whine- I'm so hopeless. Sorry =/, my life has been so dull lately.

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