I will regret this.
Enraged on >> 27 May 2006 || 4:36 pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEN AND ANTON! =)

It hurts for me to know that I've hurt those around me.
I'm sorry.
It's that time of the month.
I swear it'd get better-
Soon, I hope.
I know I have been cold and bitchy but right now, it seems to be the only solution.

Sorry it had to be this way.

I've finally realised there is more to life than studying and getting into a good profession.

The friends we have made, the people that care for us and equally care back and the relationships which will last forever, are more precious than the satisfaction of getting 99.95 can ever give.

_________________ I have a story to tell...

I have always envied this girl I used to know. She had the perfect life. She had the most loving family, friends and boyfriend.

Her parents, didn't get angry at her for getting bad in her hkcee but instead funded her to do the hsc in Sydney.

Her boyfriend, was perfect. Despite a long distance relationship, they remained the sweetest couple I had known. I remember I first started talking to her when she first liked him and was scared on their first meeting. Now, about three and a half years down the track, they broke up a few days ago. Not because he didn't treat her well enough, not because they had a fight. But because she fell in love with someone else.

It's such a shame, because he is the perfect guy. He is smart, good-looking, extremely smart, caring and kind to everyone. It was a shock to me, because they were the epitome of perfection. How could she possibly let go of something so precious? Hurt someone so badly.

Yet love is strange.

I wish you both the best in the future and I'm hoping Ang, you will not regret your choice, because I know neither him nor I will ever talk with you again.

Have a great life.

Two friends I have lost.

leave behind ]][[ walk ahead