That's love loathe.
Enraged on >> 03 June 2006 || 11:34 pm

I'm offended and hurt by that harsh, blunt statement you made. It wasn't funny. To think, I've tried so hard to be nice to you, there were so many times which I bit my lip and kept my bitchy words to myself so I would NOT HURT anyone, particularly you.
Why? because you were a friend.

Being a friend, I've tried so hard to CARE even when I have my own problems. Give you ADVICE when you were down. But you disgust me, your rudeness I cannot take anymore. I thought all along it was my fault and so I felt guilty for the past month or two. I was wrong, you don't deserve my apologies or any explanations-
I should have just let you cry
I should have been more harsh in my reasoning
I should have been BLUNT
maybe then you'd know how I feel now.

I admit I haven't been completely honest, but I never lied to you. I have treated you the same way I treat my closest friends. Yet I regret I did so, because all I received from my "dear" friend is the stimulus for my tears.

So really, you're just one of them. There for the good times and gone when things start to fall apart.
The ONE time I need you- to be a supportive friend, you were missing. Was I ever like that? I was there to support you, to reassure you, to encourage you, when you were down, when you were low, when you were blue. What have I done wrong?

You chose to be a dik to me, FINE I'll be a bitch back, but remember you brought this upon yourself.

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