English is killing me my brain cells.
Enraged on >> 22 June 2006 || 9:00 pm

[edit] I believe english has somehow, distorted my way of thinking/blogging, therefore explaining the entry that follows. Excuse the lameness in this entry. [/edit]

I'm determined to gain that extra mark for physics. If I do not, I shall slit my wrist (that is down the road not across the road =D). Do not worry, as I kid- but I will cry and whinge and whine and complain.
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Recently, I have ran into a lot of people I once knew. I remember saying to them, "have a nice life" indicating that I would most likely never see them again.

Strangely, as we conversed, there were no apparent awkwardness. Speaking to what seems like a stranger, is ridiculously easier than a close friend. The conversation was interesting yet rather pointless. Nevertheless, it was good to see that people can really change. I finally understand, to not judge a person by their past ... here's an anecdote, well sort of =)

I remember a while ago, I once worked with this guy who totally stuffed up his HSC and was pretty determined to stay in woolies for the rest of his life, though he was also a real bugger of a person. In other words he was the epitome of pure laziness. I remember the detest I had for him, perhaps he may not have been the most intellectual person I had known, but I hated his pessimistic view towards his future, in particular his laziness (I cannot stress anymore). I told him to go to tafe, and he told me I was crazy. About 2 weeks ago, I bumped into him and he told me he's completing a diploma at tafe and will be preceding to uni soon. I'm sooo PROUD of him. Now, he has become my motivation to overcome laziness, or perhaps I'm just terrified at the atrocious consequences of bludging. (I finally got a chance to use "atrocious", go me xD)
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On a similar note, is it just my insanity and stress driving my perceptions rather strangely, or does uni really change a person? Ever since my late night, stay up, best? buddy (alliteration intended xD) migrated to uni, we hardly speak. In between, there's a huge gap. A gap including awkwardness, silence, repetition and pointless, boring rant. Who would have probably been the best entertainment on a sunday night turned into a stranger. Maybe it is just me, but we used to be good friends and now I find it distressing to sit and "think" of "interesting" topics to discuss with this "friend". That is if we can still be classified as friends, or would acquaintance be a better description? However, I am not dismissing the possibility that the causation this may have been fault on my behalf, though I find it easier to make you sound guilty and nasty instead. xD Children I kid I kid- I am extremely bored and have decided to exaggerate a rather minuscule thought. Though, I must say, that is indeed a very fine word (minuscule).

Ok shutup grace and finish your last point for english.

*cheers
xoxo
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