A piece of my mind.
Enraged on >> 24 June 2006 || 7:09 pm

It happens a little too often.

An uncontrollable passion
desire
tickle
for wanting more.

That is why I am afraid,
afraid that if I let it begin, it will never end.

Everytime, I heal a little.
Wipe away those evil thoughts.
We become engaged in one of those conversations again.
Those of which I can never pull myself away from,
like a child with candy.

This isn't admiration.

Yet, our friendship is too great for anything to ruin it.

For the time I have known you, it has always been a rollercoaster ride.
Four years of highs and lows.
Though,
after twists and turns,
I still cannot gather myself to tell you.
It is true that I did get my mind off of you
but sometimes,
it haunts me.
Only because you make me laugh, like no other.

Because I'm afraid.
Afraid of the awkwardness.

This is the best I can do, let it out
namelessly
in hope, you'd realise one day
maybe I'm referring to you.

Never again, shall I speak of it again.
A secret I will hold.

*cheers
xoxo
<3.

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